My Boy, my Gavin, you will never be forgotten – you will always be loved by your family. Son, my pain in the derrière, my world has a huge void in it where you should be. It’s so hard knowing you won’t be coming through the front door.

I miss your silly ways. We had so many stupid moments, just me and you. I just wish so much that I could turn time back, and that you could tell me how you were feeling. I kiss your photo every morning, when I have to go out, I tell you I wont be long, then I kiss your photo when I get back. When I go to bed, the last thing I do is kiss your photo to say night night son, love you.

Gavin, you had the most beautiful yet hilarious sense of humour. Your face is a ray of sunshine – keep it shining bright. I hope you are at peace, darling boy.

Love mum xx